Did you see him? Did you see a tall boy standing off in the corner? He might have been biting his fingernails. He does that a lot. He set up the chairs. Carefully, he lined them all in a row to make room for you elderly aunts, your college friends, and your soon-to-be in-laws. Ten […]
I have a son named Jack. He is fifteen years old. He is over six feet, two inches tall, which is not all that tall. But when you see him, there is something about his size that takes your breath away. I can’t explain it. He has autism. He was born with it. He is […]
I have to be honest. There were times I tried to contain it, but containing autism is a little like trying to hold a flame between your fingers, or a tornado inside of a bucket. It doesn’t work. It burns. The bucket topples over and you are left with a lot of lightning and wind. […]
Season’s greetings, friends and family! I am happy to report our family had an amazing 2019! Joe and I are doing well, and all five kids are healthy and happy. They sure are growing up fast! When they were toddlers, it seemed like their fingers were everywhere—my bagel, in my cup of coffee, in my […]
The other day I was in the mall with my son Jack, and a woman asked me what it’s like to raise a child with autism. I had just told him to stop touching the mannequins and to keep his body still and we weren’t going to talk about the wind-chill factor in Russia anymore. […]
Hi. My name is Carrie. I live in New Hampshire. I have five kids, and my second son is diagnosed with autism. His name is Jack. He is fifteen. He towers way above me and I am not exactly small. Jack’s autism looks like this: he is verbal, he has tremendous anxiety, he loves pancakes, […]
Jack-a-boo. Jack-attack. Jack. My son. Not a day goes by when I don’t wonder who you are. Or who you might have been. I wonder why you, out of all my children, were given autism’s complicated genetic twist. Not a day goes by when I don’t try to think of ways to explain you to […]
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God made many beautiful, precious things. He made green, green grass and luminous butterflies and very strong trees. He made a bright blue sky warmed by a round sun, and a moon for the darkest nights. He also made autism. He made a child with a memory for hundreds of dates and facts, a child […]
My name is Carrie. I am married to a man named Joe. I am a mother. I have four boys, and one girl. I am raising a complicated child. His name is Jack. Jack is complicated because he has autism and he’s doesn’t play any sports and he has no friends and his report card […]